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The Words of a Disturbed Mind
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| First attempt at narrative. |
[Dec. 27th, 2004|01:45 pm] |
| [ | Emotional: |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Audial: |
| | All My Children in the other room. | ] |
Lilly locked the door, put down the shopping bags and sighed. Her head was killing her, and it wasn't even 3 pm yet. She had to work on that commission for the nice old woman downstairs, and then there was the matter of something to eat. She hadn't had breakfast or lunch...
She pondered this for a minute before deciding that it was better to do the painting. Living up to her word (and having money to maybe have a decent dinner later on) was way more important than having some cheap Kraft now.
( Shopping had been a disaster. ) |
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| Questions Answered and random writing. |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|02:34 pm] |
Who knows each alter? Amie knows the most people, because she's the one who's designed to know people. She doesn't know very many people WELL. The main characters who really talk to Amie are a girl named Heather, Heather's friend Scout, and a gay guy named Tanner, who all frequent the local club scene. Jenna knows a boy who works at the local bookstore, who Lilly has a crush on, although not well enough that he'd probably be able to tell the difference.
( Read more... ) |
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| questions to work on |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|11:16 am] |
| [ | Emotional: |
| |  curious and hungry | ] |
| [ | Audial: |
| | You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison -- MCR | ] |
Who knows each alter?
Does anyone know Lilly +alter or +1 alter/Has anyone figured out what's going on?
Does her mother know?
Has anything brought on more of this, has she ever had periods where this happened less?
Has anyone seen an alter without knowing it?
Have any of her alters experienced large chunks of life that she haven't?
Do any of them have talents that she doesn't have?
Do they know of eachother?
GIVE THIS GIRL A PERSONALITY:
What types of movies does Lilly like?
What does she do with her time?
Does she have any social interaction? What kind?
Friends? Crushes? "Type"?
What kind of clothes does she prefer?
Color preferences?
What foods does she like/dislike? |
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| More Notes about the Alters |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|10:55 am] |
| [ | Emotional: |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | Audial: |
| | The Ghost Of You -- MCR | ] |
Outgoing: Amie
Hostile: Sam
Child: Katy
Protector: Jenna
Amie: Likes the retro, unusual or outrageous. Likes to be seen. Very concerned about her appearance, from hair to makeup to weight. Possible eating disorder, but not certain, may just be "do I look fat in this?" insecurity. Extremely talkative, although prefers to direct conversation, however subtly. Easily upset by prying questions or uncomfortable topcis. Doesn't like to be upset/cry. Is easily able to differentiate between that (serious questioning) and joking, insinuation, flirtation. Prefers the colors blue, black, and red. Has "parents" that live in Concord, MA (divorced, wealthy).
( Sam, Katy, and Jenna ) |
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| Notes on Lilly |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|01:09 am] |
| [ | Emotional: |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | Audial: |
| | still Josh Hartnett and Shannyn Sosswhatever | ] |
Name: Lilith Dawn Clancy
Age: 17
Daughter of Laney Raymaund and John Clancy
History:
abused by father
possible sexual abuse??
father jailed for 18 months (when she was 9-10) on domestic abuse (of wife) charges
-- Lilly did not testify
out on parole, restraining order, began to threaten Laney (and Lilly) by phone
police began to track, but he kidnapped Lilly from school
Lilly escaped, called for help. father rejailed.
Personality:
artist (sculptor and abstract painter), withdrawn, sweet but shy, doesn't trust people easily but once she makes friends is very loyal. Extremely self-doubting. tends to secondguess herself. has been suicidal and self mutilating in past. Has a few compulsions but not OCD. Torn between hating and obeying father's beliefs. (Mother contradicted father when she was brave enough to, so this affects Lilly to some degree.) A movie freak. Likes to skateboard. Has a best friend who lives in the building. Very afraid of social situations and the dark. Addictive personality.
Alters:
(figure out names later)
-a more outgoing type who serves as "the social one", can function as the meeter-of-people when Lilly cannot. Friendly, a little crazy. Drinks. Likes to have fun.
-A hostile, defensive personality. Androgynous, has some masculine tendencies. Easily angered. Doesn't show up much. Not afraid to strike out.
-A child. Wants to please everyone. Blames herself for Lilly's trauma. Slightly self-destructive. In the "maybe if I killed myself, you'd all be happier..." frame of mind at times.
-The helper, who is very polite, calm, and collected, and knows what's going on. |
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| Notes on Dissociative Identity Disorder |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|01:04 am] |
| [ | Emotional: |
| | creative | ] |
| [ | Audial: |
| | 40 Days and 40 Nights is on in the background | ] |
--Dissociative identity disorder, formerly called multiple personality disorder, is a psychiatric disorder in which a person has two or more distinct identities or personality states, which recurrently take control of the person’s consciousness and behavior. Symptoms can include depression, mood swings, suicidal tendencies, sleep disorders, panic attacks, substance abuse, hallucinations, amnesia, trances, and eating disorders. Treatment often consists of individual therapy, medications for specific mood or anxiety symptoms, education about the illness, social skills training, learning better communication and coping skills, and group support.
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